Outcast
Useless, unwanted and unneeded.
I'm a failure, never succeeded.
Temporary friend, turn to me your hand.
It's the way I've always been treated.
An outcast; continuously reminded,
that no matter what I do;
I'll never do it right, and,
always have I tried so hard,
as from every single start;
I said what I was feeling
right from deep inside my heart.
And no matter what I say,
it'll always be this way.
Perfectly Happy
Oh I love to hear your voice, coming through my phone
Love to lay in your arms, makes me feel like home
Love to look in your eyes, and my baby I've decided
from this night I want you by my side.
I want to hold you hand each day, and feel
all those things things that I know I should,
oh lord I guess that it is real.
I love the way you laugh god it's so contagious,
I realize how my feelings actually kinda changed us.
Cause what I did not do, the first day that I met you,
was believe in what you thought was true.
You said someday...
I'll want to hold your hand each day, and feel
all those things that I know I should,
oh lord, I'd guess that this is real.
And I love the way you are scared but won't give up,
The way you say you want to but won't give in.
Someday we'll easily enjoy eachothers company,
without other people constantly reminding that it shouldn't be,
and till then I know I'll be.. perfectly happy.
Nonsense
So here I am at that breaking point
when I have to make a choice,
but nothing does seem right.
Do I let you in and take that risk
of opening up and getting hurt,
like every single time.
Do I stand a chance to be with you,
to make these wishfull thoughts come true?
I doubt that we will actually be
what I wish for you and me,
that we will be together.
I doubt that I am fit
for the position I might get in,
I doubt that it is right.
It is nonsense,
complete and total nonsense.
And nonsense it will be.
A nonsense; you and me.
Useless, unwanted and unneeded.
I'm a failure, never succeeded.
Temporary friend, turn to me your hand.
It's the way I've always been treated.
An outcast; continuously reminded,
that no matter what I do;
I'll never do it right, and,
always have I tried so hard,
as from every single start;
I said what I was feeling
right from deep inside my heart.
And no matter what I say,
it'll always be this way.
Perfectly Happy
Oh I love to hear your voice, coming through my phone
Love to lay in your arms, makes me feel like home
Love to look in your eyes, and my baby I've decided
from this night I want you by my side.
I want to hold you hand each day, and feel
all those things things that I know I should,
oh lord I guess that it is real.
I love the way you laugh god it's so contagious,
I realize how my feelings actually kinda changed us.
Cause what I did not do, the first day that I met you,
was believe in what you thought was true.
You said someday...
I'll want to hold your hand each day, and feel
all those things that I know I should,
oh lord, I'd guess that this is real.
And I love the way you are scared but won't give up,
The way you say you want to but won't give in.
Someday we'll easily enjoy eachothers company,
without other people constantly reminding that it shouldn't be,
and till then I know I'll be.. perfectly happy.
Nonsense
So here I am at that breaking point
when I have to make a choice,
but nothing does seem right.
Do I let you in and take that risk
of opening up and getting hurt,
like every single time.
Do I stand a chance to be with you,
to make these wishfull thoughts come true?
I doubt that we will actually be
what I wish for you and me,
that we will be together.
I doubt that I am fit
for the position I might get in,
I doubt that it is right.
It is nonsense,
complete and total nonsense.
And nonsense it will be.
A nonsense; you and me.
Kindest Regards,
Judith Baaij
Judith Baaij
